im the Rain Lord here

its all about raiNangeL ♥

im rainangel. you can call me rain.
im april babe which falls on 14 in 1991.
get easy to be stress out and satisfy
i've always try hard to reach my goal if not i wont begin at all
feel free to find me any time any moment you want...

currently mood

-busy in college life
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Thursday, December 3, 2009.

it's 12am
night call-on
I'm still awake yet the sleepiness come...
my bed calling me..

I'm so confuse...
I'm thinking a lot of things..
those unhappy memories came out..
re-call me that i had a harsh life..
but that's the history...
people always look into their future..
suppose these memories in the fridge..
or I'm too tired?

their re-call..
I've realized yet promised myself..
history will never ever repeat..
happiness always welcome with open heart...
sun shine always the warmness...
the smiles will always lead a new day...
hope will brings miracles..
time will be the counter..
chances are always be given..
you will lead your path..

Am I changing into a better person?
we, ourselves know better than anyone...
yes, I'm changing...
people will seek your real heart..
I'm smiling everyday..
yet I feel the loneliness...
I quit myself..
to avoid disturbance of the gathering..
the closure in the room..
dripping sounds always the loudest...

the moment you close your eyes..
you seek for future..
when eyes are opened..
look for challenge..
prepared on wars..
look into your hands..
there's still a better life..
the happiness waiting...

yeah.. stop...
i need to stop...
stop from thinking negative stuffs..
live in peace with no regret..
everything's now settle down..
there's more need to be done..

*GOOD NIGHT*

beloved rain @ 12:14 AM

Sunday, November 29, 2009.

27 of November 2009
yup yup~~
i had a date with my darling and the boyfriends
so happy yet excited!!!
movie at pavilion, 2.45pm starts
been craving movies
since most of my fav movies coming soon!
ahahaha... XD

finally, i WATCHED!!!
and... i wana watch again~ XD

after the movie
went to food court hunt for food!!
well, thought of buying donuts, cupcakes and lotsa things..
then come along with shopping!!
lotsa SALES~
cheap cheap cheap stuff..
but .... lack of time... =="
cause raining outside, mom wait at TS..
luckily, manage to get some pictures~

Pictures flow~

ling babe and me

me and simon

simon, me, brandon

Christmas decoration so nice~
it's so beautiful eh!!!
yup yup!!
im waiting the day come..
*PRESENTS*

ling babe and me

me, brandon, ling babe

brandon, chee fai, me and ling babe~

daniel, chee fai, ling babe, me, brandon and woo tung

*DING DONG*
im almost forgot..
finals!!!
yet im still enjoying myself here..
well, good luck to everyone and GAMBATEH!!!
after finals we go hang around...
hehehe... XD
darlings and babe.. WAIT FOR ME~~
*muacks muacks muacks*

ps: love you lots!

beloved rain @ 1:49 AM

Sunday, November 22, 2009.

it's been awhile i havent update my blog..
sounds like i abandon my bloggie..
==" i admit
well, went to adrian's farewell party..
a simple BBQ gathering at his house..
phew~ i was actually managed to rush for his part =P
and also meet my BABE!!!

Pictures flow~

adrian and me~
GOOD LUCK dude!!!
all the best in Malacca and take care!
will miss you lots!! =)

ling babe and me!
wee~ my lovely darling~
wait me dear...
muacks muacks muacks!! =3

wen chien, pearly and ling babe

me and wen chien

ling babe and sook hsen

ling babe and fatt hon

kai yang and me

well, just manage to get some photos..
we were busy chit chatting..
hahahaha... XD

beloved rain @ 2:39 AM

Tuesday, November 10, 2009.

i feel reliefed after i've done my ENG 113
and about the previous post ..
i feel bad and sorry of what i've said..
all those vulgar words run like mad hell going..
it was actually "all the sudden" feel..
so, that kind of feel make me wrote out these stuff..

life is so unpredictable..
even my future..
i know myself better..
sometimes yes sometimes no...
but then, there's the fact here..
i wonder why it end up like this..
i should have listen to them..
beware of this person..
but that time i still in the situation of "confusing"
right after BONG hit my mind up..
i realize classmates more important..

if i've think it wisely..
i bet it wont end up something like this..
human are mysterious creatures on earth..
and the most successful creation from god..
i know i cant do anything for now..
decision made by them..
i could wait for miracles..
now i've to make up my mind..
in order to survive..
sometimes, opportunity cost need to use too...

the only thing i can do is..
let the time prove everything..
at the same time change myself into someone acceptable..
thanks for Mr. Tan ..
thanks for your concern..
especially today..
but im quite shocked too..
when you called up me..
my tears going to burst out..
yeah, i have some problems..
i wish to tell..
but cant..
i hope you could understand..

even though we came from the same planet..
but there are tiny things different from what you cant see.
and cant tell too..
thanks for not giving me up..
and im sorry for what i've done..
sorry wont make things right..
but move on is the best prove..

beloved rain @ 9:37 PM

Saturday, October 3, 2009.

BBQ night on sunday...

at my cousin's house..

nothing much special actually..

hahaha~

but got lotsa food and drinks to enjoy~

Pictures flow~~~

brother and mom